The rebirth of the spirit



My feet set foot on Bahia's soil almost a decade later, soil that witnessed my birth as a wife and mother. And which now bear witness to my rebirth as a spirit. The colors, flavours and beauty intoxicate my senses, the waterfall washes my soul, the sea and the sun energize my body, and power plants allow me to see the completeness of my soul, presenting me with what I still need to heal. The power of the earth, the plants, the forest, the waters and the sky connect me to mother earth, but it is the power of relationships that transforms me. It is through deep conversations, loving hugs and glances that recognize each other that I can see myself again, who I once was and who I still am after a long period of sleep.

In the new steps are the old footprints, which remain. Past, present and future now coexist. Paradoxes of a fertile land with hunger. Of natural beauty being degraded. The search for more connection, and segregation. The search for a simple life without giving up luxury. I notice the different masks I wear, but I don't identify with them. I know that behind them lies the real me. My complete, non-dual self, my soul. My soul that now cries out for freedom, that wants to occupy its space in the fullness of its expression. Beautiful, it dances inside me, showing itself little by little, carving out its own space. But why do we hide behind masks? Why do our fears, the desire to belong, to be accepted and loved, the need to fit in with society or family, and to fulfill the expectations placed on us, trap us in our masks and make us diminish ourselves and hide? What does each of us need in order to know what we already know deep down? We are complete. What do I need to assume that? Find the courage to say what you feel, risk being who you are, follow the call of your heart and let your soul express itself. Getting out of your comfort zone is challenging and transformative, because outside the comfort zone, we are confronted with the new, the different, and this shows us other parts of ourselves. So allow yourself to dive into the unknown and surf the uncertainties. In life, everything is change, flux and uncertainty. When we try to stop this flow, we disconnect from ourselves and deteriorate, just like water, which rots when it stands still. You are ready to let go of the crutches, open the new doors, dream the new dream and live your purpose, a voice tells me. And I'm sure that applies to you reading this as well.

A wave of happiness and gratitude invades my body, for feeling complete, out of time, at home, in my house/soul, connected to God, this force that rules the universe. Fear falls away and in its place, finally, clarity and the strength to move forward, always forward, trusting that everything is when and how it should be. Now!


Namaste Narjara Thamiz















  





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Narjara Thamiz

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